The making of my life.

Yeah, rain, rain, rain

2007-09-19T01:35:00.001-07:00

Love creativity fuck mediocrity.

Love creativity fuck mediocrity.

Love creativity fuck mediocrity.

Love creativity fuck mediocrity.

Love creativity fuck mediocrity.

Love creativity fuck mediocrity.

Love creativity fuck mediocrity.

Creativity is just I have . . .

Lonely, all the time, no one to care to
one to love no one, not a single soul.

Nothing, I and I.

Be smart, be natural, be creative, be an artist.

Soon,

Pula mea
Albastra

Yeah, skinny, skinny, skinny, skinny

2007-09-18T06:08:00.000-07:00

Fly, fly, fly like a leaf

Soon …

Idiot i must not be, bizzz the hunger away,

Soon …

I can I can not be an idiot, and fill the dreams of hunger,

Bizzz away, bizz away

Yes, yes, yes,

No longer here e?

Far, far, far away,

Find a new way,

I will not let you

No no

Forget it

No, nothing!

Not today, not tomorrow

Long, Long way gone

Soooon.

I wait and I wait.

I will see.

Yeah, madness, madness, madness

2007-09-18T00:28:00.000-07:00

Day two.

The 4
Dying Angels.
A short film, by me.

The idea.

Dark room,
No sunset,
Broken wood,
Rolling wheel,

Reach ?
White ?
Room ?
Sunset and no wood, may be?
Simple as he try,
May he give up?

But way?
Way?

He doesn’t know where he is going?
Lost, Lost, Lost he may be.
But how is he ?

The path ? Others ?
Like him?
Looks are the same ?

What is happening,
I not know.

Sad, Happy, Lost, Sunset, wood, dark, cold, where.
Doesn’t matter.

They ?

Are ?

Going ?

Somewhere ?

The Step by Step
Of the Short Film.

Dark corridor, old wood, nails hanging around.
Dark shadow is near the camera,
He appears.
Broken wheel.

Making odd sounds on the wood, odd as he not know,
White fog comes and reveals others behind him, no new look,
the same look, broken and dry, rolling

rolling, rolling, rolling.

Camera is moving!!!! Fallows every move …

The corridor fills with water, water grows as they walk.

The corridor is full of water; they get outside,
out site in a white ocean
with no name,
white as milk.

black sky.

Floating, looking, looking, looking.

END

Yeah, zone zone zone.

2007-09-17T08:41:00.000-07:00

I am on streets again. O yeas again on streets, no were to go no were to stay …. Nice right ?

What I am going to do, I don’t know I will try to sleep somewhere for this night, maybe tomorrow I will fin something.

So, is me on my legs, that is what, I was waiting? 1

Only me and the gray street in front of me.
Fuck this shit, oooooo yada yada yada.

Fuck.
I love this moment, I have to hate it ? i have to love it ? or to fuck it ?

So, nothing to worry about right?

Right?

Yeah I have no words to combine here.
For the moment.

So I will write tomorrow how my night has gone.

( see I have a interesting life ) For just one day.

E ?

He he he

Yeah, Play Play Play

2007-09-17T07:41:00.000-07:00

So, what I have to say now, ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I want someone to play with me, (this sound funny ha ha ha ah) to do things, not normal things, crazy things like like like like

To fly in a box with no wings.

I hate normal life, normal things, normal people, I like stuff that is fresh very fresh to touch, to smell.

Ha ha ha ha …
Yeah

The Trash of my dissolved brain, I know I sound like a psycho like a fuckup guy with no love in his soul.

But I am not a psycho I just want something that I can’t explain.

I think I am very nice to be onset,I am very nice,I used to be extremely nice but that did’t work, now I am just nice.I think is good this way. He he

So everything is nice and gray.

So what I have to do is to search stuff fresh stuff.

Ok one two One two.

Yeah, new new new.

2007-09-17T06:36:00.001-07:00

I find it kind of funny and I find it kind of sad.

You know, is that a bulb in front of me? A blue Bulb ? I can’t believe it, yes it is a blue bulb , I think now it is green, why is green?

So, I know is some room for me I know it and I will get it, with little effort I will get it. I am not hopping I am trying, harder, harder but not in that way to stress my self and lose my way no no no sir in that way to be funny and pleasant from bought sides.
With a little bit time it will be something ha ha ha ha ha haaaaaaaaaaaaa and maybe not, maybe it will be empty.

So, it will be a little hard but come on liviu you passed dark moments so you can pass everything, you know that’s way you are standing on the legs now you are a dick, you are a penis. A smart penis you know.

Yeah the little dum one wants to play sometimes, and he try’s to fuck you over your big dick head.

So, forget him, he will have his moments don’t worry,

So, you know what to do, SO do it, do not even try to complain and be a little pusy
Is easy to be a pusy, you want something you take it ,simple.

I see, you are improving good I like that, I like dick’s that’s are straggling them self’s … yeah I see that.

Good,
So, my friend, I am here in your head but I am not a different person I am You so You are me So This means you are strong, not me, I am long way gone.

Yes to be Beautiful, YOU are beautiful Fuck inside me and that bull sheet I am beautiful inside, Fuck, FUCK beautiful is not physic or sentimental beautiful is pure.

Yeah,

Yeah,

This is something new new new new

End,

yeah, I don't know why.

2007-09-03T08:20:00.001-07:00

Oh yes, I made my self a little newspaper to read everyday, about me, I write things, I read things all about me. Funny right ?
Well maybe is funny maybe not but the only motive that I made this little digital newspaper is to remember things.

For example.
Today 17, September 2007.

I am in the office, at work, I have nothing to do, the lights are off, I have no coffee coins, I am trying to look busy, I am writing now in word because I don’t write English so well.

And now I wait for something to happen. And it will happen very soon
I wait and I wait and I wait,
Yes someone push the enter button very hard, yes you see how interesting my life is.

Ha ha ha, yes my life is weird my words are weird my personality is ( I don’t know)
I can’t make a description about me I can’t say how I am what I am.
I am liviu and I know one thing thou, what the bloody hell I like and what the bloody virgin marry I wanna do.

Yes that satisfaction is 5 minutes or maybe 30 sec or maybe 1 sec but but but it is with out words I don’t know what it is but is something total beautiful.

You know I am with someone and I fell her is jut for that one second.
And that second is the only thing that puts me in a crazy status.
You know if every thing goes bad it still can be beautiful.

Ha ha ha ha, yes I don’t understand what is happing here or there, I don’t care.

I must say something about someone,

She is She and She is nowhere She doesn’t want to be somewhere, she is here and she can dance.

Nothing can dance, and if nothing can dance that means is more then something.
More than something is everything and everything it is you.

My day isn’t over is 1:49 o clock and I will go for a smoke and I will write more.
And I will not write fairytale's in the next sentences.

Yes I am back some col leg of mine came for the vacation and ask me how I did at the final exam’s of my high school graduation , o no I am failure. Ha ha ha the no diploma of advertising.

I hope my father won't read this blog never and ever.
I will be back with some more about me for me,